Grr...

I have no idea how much I weigh right now and frankly I don't care. I had to have all my fluid removed. All of it. They did one of those barium swollows... OMG SO GROSS and some of my bottom stomach was coming up into my top area. Not a full slip, but enough that Dr. Mcoll freaked out. He said I have to be off saline for THREE WHOLE MONTHS. I'm sure I'm gaining some weight, but luckily haven't gained any inches yet. Trying really hard to keep up the exercise and not give in to temptation much on the food/drink area. Staying away from high calorie drinks, except alcohol. I've had some of that lately. Not daily though, or even weekly. Ok, well maybe weekly. For the last 2 months or so. heh.

Still running. I finally did Day 1 Week 4 of the C25k without a fail the other day. I'm supposed to run again today, but I'll be at a party, dancing, so I'll save it for tomorrow.

Sorry about the lack of updates folks. It's hard to feel like talking about it when it's not going so well.

On the NSV side, I'm fitting into several Misses' Medium shirts, and now own a pair of size 12 pants, and my size 14's are getting too big! XD


Current weight: 18_ ?

Two-O-What?

For the last few days my weight has been rising a bit. I got back up to 205 as of yesterday. I was feeling pretty depressed about this, because since I can't really exercise there wasn't much I could do about it. I was thinking, "oh great, I'm just gonna gain back 20 pounds and not be able to do anything about it."

This morning, I woke up and weighed myself and got a surprise! I had lost over 4 lbs! Putting me at 201 pounds!! OMFG. I was shocked. I just sat there staring at the screen, stunned. I almost took a picture of it because I couldn't believe it. I decided that I'd save that for when I get below 200. Which I guess shouldn't be long!!

Current weight: 201 lbs.

NSV's:

1. Went to old navy, bought a new outfit... XL Sweater, and 18 stretch jeans. BOTH TOO BIG!! Yay! Going to trade for a smaller size today.

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