Monday, November 23, 2009

Not enough fill

I'm back to 200 lbs again. An even 200. I got there on Saturday and was so very excited to see the number. I've been struggling a bit since my last fill to not eat so much, but my band is still pretty wide open. I have an appointment next week to get a fill, it can't come soon enough. Its not like I have no restriction at all, because I do get full faster than if I had no fill. Thing is though, that it's kinda like how I felt after my surgery swelling had gone down, and they gave me my first fill. It was restricted, yes, but I still could eat like, pizza and stuff. I really don't want to be able to eat pizza. It's a trigger food for me. I'll just eat it and eat it till I puke and that's not good. I'd rather not be able to put more than a bite of pizza in my mouth.

Well, at least I'm still losing, albeit slowly. Well, that's all I had for today, I'm off to go play some web games on FB and read some of you ladies' blogs! Have a great one!



Current weight:200 lbs.

2 comments:

Sally Hamilton said...

I know it's hard to be patient, but you'll get to the appropriate fill point for you and you'll have some assistance from the band to control how much you eat. Until then and beyond, just try on a day-by-day basis to make good food choices.

Angi said...

Thanks Sally, I know. I've been there. :)