Monday, December 29, 2008

2nd Time Around

So Xmas is over, and the year is too (or will be soon). Which means that my rescheduled banding is coming up. January 22nd is my consult. I waited too long to schedule it and that was the soonest they had available. (I know, right???)

I'm looking forward to it, but I'm worried that something will happen and for the 3rd year in a row I won't be able to get banded. I'm so sick of waiting to be thin. Holding on to the extra pounds so that I don't get rejected by my insurance. I wish sometimes that I'd just started exercising way back in the beginning, then maybe I'd be skinny by now. Then I realize that, no, I would not be. I would just be yo-yo dieting, because, if I could do it by myself I would have done it years ago.

This time I hafta do it though. Even if I do get rejected or put off. I won't be able to get my new bewbs till I lose at least 75 lbs.

So, wish me luck that I'll get banded. TTYL.

Current weight: 252'ish
Time to WLS approval: 2-3 months?

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

The long wait will be worth it once you are banded. It was the best thing I have ever done for myself and would do it again in a heartbeat!

oozyxena said...

Good Luck! wishing you all the best and sending you very positive thoughts.

xx

Angi said...

Thanks guys!